Zao - Parade Of Chaos
hmm...ok a late night entry...its actually not that late but im already sleepy...fucking shit...my late nights seem to get back on me...what can i do i just hate sleeping...
ok...this whole week of march holidays i didnt even touch one book...didnt go for maths but tommoro need to go for school service and physics...at least i can still cope with physics...credits to the short and cute mrs lim...wahaha....ok im mad...just bored to hell sitting at home doing nothing for the past few days...friends overseas i dont have anything to do...ouh...hope a miracle happen and saiful's voice is ok by tommoro...pergi jammingla babi!!!...sore throat pon sore throat ahh!!!...aku tau kau bace ni entry so goo!!...ok...i seem to be stuck to hardcore music nowadays...ahaha...but i still get my daily dosage of emo...all those emo wannabes and those who hate emo wont stop me from listening to it...at least for now...to early to say that...ahaha...ok what have i been doing this past few days?...just slack at home...in the morning just blast up some music and headbang and shout with my sis...ahaha...ya were mad...i really got nothing to do...i even did my own template...ahaha...ok...i seem to close myself up too much...i dont even chat to those new peoples in my msn...ahaha...just not interested to make friends or even more then that now la dey...im stuck with this "dey" word now thanks to iza...ahaha....dey dey dey!...ok...
so as i said before in my earlier post wont talk about her anymore in my blog or maybe just say a little things uh...like.....i'm siltl msisnig her...ok who i dont know who knows that but its just a waste of time for you to figure it out because its the same old thing...ok bye
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
The Used - On My Own
hmm...yerp...holidays...i absent myself for my maths remedial...dumb of me..im bad at maths but yet i can still absent myself...okok...recap of what i did this past few days
started out on saturday...went to the gig at NAFA...overall it was quite a nice gig...hmm...i stayed the whole for the whole gig just to catch dear arson but they only played 2 songs because the security asked them to stop and their drummer go and break the paddle or what uh...haiyoo...now have to wait till next month to catch them again...haha...den sunday and monday stayed at home...slacked with saiful,hazwan and azfar yesterday night...hmm...then today...ok...thought of going to penin to look for some guitar stuffs and to check out the bass guitars...been thinking of buying one for my own use but still must get a distortion for my guitar...ok ariff dream on...im not even working and im thinking of all this...ok...moving on...hmm we chatted this past few days?...huh?...yes...ok i dont know what's up with that but ok just follow it...still thinking if i should trust her about what she said...i also dont know how sincere she was about it...dont know uh...cannot make up my mind...wahaha...but im still missing her...wtf...stop saying that...ok...maybe im going to stop talking bout her in my blog or im gonna get another one somewhere else and gonna be discreet about it...due to some reasons uh..haha...i'm boreeeddd...i want money and i want to go out.....
ok...yaya...mirah2...ask me to write her name in my entry as usual...like dat also happy kerr?...study hard for your psle oops i mean o levels..haha...come lets get you a new shoe...ok bye
hmm...yerp...holidays...i absent myself for my maths remedial...dumb of me..im bad at maths but yet i can still absent myself...okok...recap of what i did this past few days
started out on saturday...went to the gig at NAFA...overall it was quite a nice gig...hmm...i stayed the whole for the whole gig just to catch dear arson but they only played 2 songs because the security asked them to stop and their drummer go and break the paddle or what uh...haiyoo...now have to wait till next month to catch them again...haha...den sunday and monday stayed at home...slacked with saiful,hazwan and azfar yesterday night...hmm...then today...ok...thought of going to penin to look for some guitar stuffs and to check out the bass guitars...been thinking of buying one for my own use but still must get a distortion for my guitar...ok ariff dream on...im not even working and im thinking of all this...ok...moving on...hmm we chatted this past few days?...huh?...yes...ok i dont know what's up with that but ok just follow it...still thinking if i should trust her about what she said...i also dont know how sincere she was about it...dont know uh...cannot make up my mind...wahaha...but im still missing her...wtf...stop saying that...ok...maybe im going to stop talking bout her in my blog or im gonna get another one somewhere else and gonna be discreet about it...due to some reasons uh..haha...i'm boreeeddd...i want money and i want to go out.....
ok...yaya...mirah2...ask me to write her name in my entry as usual...like dat also happy kerr?...study hard for your psle oops i mean o levels..haha...come lets get you a new shoe...ok bye
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Taking Back Sunday - New American Classic
heyy...ok...its the holidays...for one week only...and its not even much of a holiday...still need to go back to school for remedials and stuffs...got back our CA cards just now...i did better than last year...but its still bad
ok...my headache isn't going away...fucking shit...i'm tired and restless...fed up with everything including myself...maybe i'm going to work for 3 days at the airport to get some money since i havent return my pass yet...well...as for tommorow...going to the gig at NAFA...i want a haircut...i'm so "rimas" with my hair right now...well went back home just now slept...woke up sign into msn...then i dont know why but i decided to ask her about her malay oral...then started talking and she apologised to me for what she did before...ok...i was suprised to hear that coming out from her after a long time...i thought she moved on...she seemed happy...ahh..wtf....then she told me about how she got to know many people but they wasn't the same as me...aww...sweet?...hope she really mean it...or maybe im just mad...haiz...so i also told her the truth...that i actually still haven't moved on and that i cant and then suddenly she changed...she thought she was making it harder for me by saying that...wtf...i dont even understand what she meant by that...what was she thinking and what did she meant or what did she wanted to do...why did she even said that to me when she suddenly change her mind about it...then she talked to her friends on the phone and then they got to know about it...aww helll...then suddenly she asked me to forget what she said earlier...wtf is all that about...why did she tell me all that in the first place...there must be a reason for that...i want to know what was the reason...or maybe her friends said something to her...wtf ...yah i still have feelings for her call me everything yall wanna call me
i'm just puzzled right now...i dont know what that all meant...did her friends said something...you people might think i'm stupid to still like her but just think about it...if u already like someone it doesnt matter if everybody else hate them or think your stupid...the bottom line is the feelings are still here...it just doesnt seem to go and its been 4 months...im still missing her badly...and those who helped make me feel like this...fuck you....or maybe even her trying to....ahh...i dont know lah....fuck off
heyy...ok...its the holidays...for one week only...and its not even much of a holiday...still need to go back to school for remedials and stuffs...got back our CA cards just now...i did better than last year...but its still bad
ok...my headache isn't going away...fucking shit...i'm tired and restless...fed up with everything including myself...maybe i'm going to work for 3 days at the airport to get some money since i havent return my pass yet...well...as for tommorow...going to the gig at NAFA...i want a haircut...i'm so "rimas" with my hair right now...well went back home just now slept...woke up sign into msn...then i dont know why but i decided to ask her about her malay oral...then started talking and she apologised to me for what she did before...ok...i was suprised to hear that coming out from her after a long time...i thought she moved on...she seemed happy...ahh..wtf....then she told me about how she got to know many people but they wasn't the same as me...aww...sweet?...hope she really mean it...or maybe im just mad...haiz...so i also told her the truth...that i actually still haven't moved on and that i cant and then suddenly she changed...she thought she was making it harder for me by saying that...wtf...i dont even understand what she meant by that...what was she thinking and what did she meant or what did she wanted to do...why did she even said that to me when she suddenly change her mind about it...then she talked to her friends on the phone and then they got to know about it...aww helll...then suddenly she asked me to forget what she said earlier...wtf is all that about...why did she tell me all that in the first place...there must be a reason for that...i want to know what was the reason...or maybe her friends said something to her...wtf ...yah i still have feelings for her call me everything yall wanna call me
i'm just puzzled right now...i dont know what that all meant...did her friends said something...you people might think i'm stupid to still like her but just think about it...if u already like someone it doesnt matter if everybody else hate them or think your stupid...the bottom line is the feelings are still here...it just doesnt seem to go and its been 4 months...im still missing her badly...and those who helped make me feel like this...fuck you....or maybe even her trying to....ahh...i dont know lah....fuck off
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Atreyu - The Crimson
uhuh...its sunday again...which means....tommorrow got to go back to school again....ahhh....so damn bored...i want a new english teacher...mrs ranjit is just full of crap and she keeps teaching the same thing and keeps talking...what the hell...i want mrs cross back as our comb. humanities teacher....im just not used to mdm mariamah and she talks like a rollercoaster twisting here and there...arrggh
i don't know why but i'm starting to feel scared for my o level exams...im damn bad at maths...i dont even know the basics...my physics and chemistry are also bad as i never learnt anything since we started learning the subject in sec 3...lucky for me i can still catch up with physics but as for chemistry its just getting complicated to understand...as for maths i understand a few things of the new chapters but i still need to know more about the triangles and volumes and stuffs as i need to apply it on other chapters...as for english,for 3 years that mrs ranjit teach us i still think that we need a new english teacher...and my comb. humanities, if i want to get higher points or even maintain my marks i think i need mrs cross strict way of teaching again...im dead...a part of me keeps saying i cant go through the o levels...after seeing the results of last year's sec 5 batch and also my common test results and my studies...i really want to pass...i want to go in that course in sp...i just can't seem to put away some time for studying...shit man...well...yesterday went jamming with them...2 times this week...im broke now,really broke...got to save my allowance again...howcome it seems so easy for girls to get so much money but it just seems hard for guys to get it...haha...yeah...we jammed and we played and played and played...haha...quite ok uh the jam session...i'm getting more satisfied with our jamming these days and it just makes me so eager to jam more...we tried a new song...the quiet things that no one ever knows by brand new...quiet ok ah...we took some pics also....haha...here's one of the pics...saiful faz looks like a retard in here...haha...
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hmm...help me help me...haha....still thinking about her and sometimes despise her...people people please don't try hard to look hip....haha....or even look like a bitch...haha...opps...sorry....but im still missing herr....
uhuh...its sunday again...which means....tommorrow got to go back to school again....ahhh....so damn bored...i want a new english teacher...mrs ranjit is just full of crap and she keeps teaching the same thing and keeps talking...what the hell...i want mrs cross back as our comb. humanities teacher....im just not used to mdm mariamah and she talks like a rollercoaster twisting here and there...arrggh
i don't know why but i'm starting to feel scared for my o level exams...im damn bad at maths...i dont even know the basics...my physics and chemistry are also bad as i never learnt anything since we started learning the subject in sec 3...lucky for me i can still catch up with physics but as for chemistry its just getting complicated to understand...as for maths i understand a few things of the new chapters but i still need to know more about the triangles and volumes and stuffs as i need to apply it on other chapters...as for english,for 3 years that mrs ranjit teach us i still think that we need a new english teacher...and my comb. humanities, if i want to get higher points or even maintain my marks i think i need mrs cross strict way of teaching again...im dead...a part of me keeps saying i cant go through the o levels...after seeing the results of last year's sec 5 batch and also my common test results and my studies...i really want to pass...i want to go in that course in sp...i just can't seem to put away some time for studying...shit man...well...yesterday went jamming with them...2 times this week...im broke now,really broke...got to save my allowance again...howcome it seems so easy for girls to get so much money but it just seems hard for guys to get it...haha...yeah...we jammed and we played and played and played...haha...quite ok uh the jam session...i'm getting more satisfied with our jamming these days and it just makes me so eager to jam more...we tried a new song...the quiet things that no one ever knows by brand new...quiet ok ah...we took some pics also....haha...here's one of the pics...saiful faz looks like a retard in here...haha...
zhmm...help me help me...haha....still thinking about her and sometimes despise her...people people please don't try hard to look hip....haha....or even look like a bitch...haha...opps...sorry....but im still missing herr....
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Silverstein - Giving Up
hmm...just changed my template...edited the pics and stuffs...sick n tired of the old template uh but i don't know why am i so fond of plain templates...haha....
last week suddenly i couldn't log on to the internet...my first thought...damn this computer its starting to give me problems again...shit ass...then only till yesterday then i can log on to the internet...fucking shit...oh ya...my handphone couldn't read my simcard...its not rejected just that the phone flashes insert sim card...arggh fucking irritating...first the stupid m1 charges their customers so fucking high...my bill's 50+ when i'm not a heavy user...my sis's bill only 20+ and she's a heavier user than i am...what the fuck...double the price for lesser usage....fucking shit...i'm damn broke now thanks to m1...i have to pay my own bills and thanks to m1's high charges and unconsideration my phone line can only receive incoming calls for now...they don't even allow me to pay by instalments and after i can only accept incoming calls my sim card suddenly turn faulty without me doing anything...so now...i got to find 100 bucks for my bills and 30 more for a new simcard...most probably i wont be using that no. anymore if i can't come up with the money which i think i can't....FUCK M1!!!
my interest towards school is getting lesser and lesser...frequent staybacks for test shits and stuffs...the o level results came right on time to make me realise something but still i'm soo damn tired of school...i haven't get enough sleep this past few days and my mom keep nagging on how i never study and i always go out....which is like once a week....i'm still missing her and hate her....what the fuck....do i have to write about her in every post....oh ya...i don't want to be fall for someone so fast so my friends if i'm falling for someone remind me to stop dreaming...
hmm...just changed my template...edited the pics and stuffs...sick n tired of the old template uh but i don't know why am i so fond of plain templates...haha....
last week suddenly i couldn't log on to the internet...my first thought...damn this computer its starting to give me problems again...shit ass...then only till yesterday then i can log on to the internet...fucking shit...oh ya...my handphone couldn't read my simcard...its not rejected just that the phone flashes insert sim card...arggh fucking irritating...first the stupid m1 charges their customers so fucking high...my bill's 50+ when i'm not a heavy user...my sis's bill only 20+ and she's a heavier user than i am...what the fuck...double the price for lesser usage....fucking shit...i'm damn broke now thanks to m1...i have to pay my own bills and thanks to m1's high charges and unconsideration my phone line can only receive incoming calls for now...they don't even allow me to pay by instalments and after i can only accept incoming calls my sim card suddenly turn faulty without me doing anything...so now...i got to find 100 bucks for my bills and 30 more for a new simcard...most probably i wont be using that no. anymore if i can't come up with the money which i think i can't....FUCK M1!!!
my interest towards school is getting lesser and lesser...frequent staybacks for test shits and stuffs...the o level results came right on time to make me realise something but still i'm soo damn tired of school...i haven't get enough sleep this past few days and my mom keep nagging on how i never study and i always go out....which is like once a week....i'm still missing her and hate her....what the fuck....do i have to write about her in every post....oh ya...i don't want to be fall for someone so fast so my friends if i'm falling for someone remind me to stop dreaming...
