Norma Jean - For Shadows

my comp is still down....down down down, pick me up im falling...i so damn bored...my house is so damn bored...i've got nothing to do at home...really nothing.... #$!#$%?...


ok...school's a bore...finally start my canvas for my art...im the second to start in my class...this shows how back we are...me? second to start?...everybody else are going to start soon too...ms rokiah gave me an idea for my final composition but now its full of skins...need to paint so many skin texture...shit...my teachers are complaining about me again...im losing my attention again in class?...maybe because im so fuct up staying in school every fucking afternoon and coping with my fucking studies...well...went jamming with my band on friday...quite fn uh...been a long time since we jammed...2 weeks still feels long to me...i like no. 5 with a bullet...ahha...den wen they we're aout to try some new tunes i hang my bass and started singing...ahaha...stupid me....saijoe suddenly went mad...ahaha...oh so fucking shit i miss her like hell...but i juts have to do what i do...cant make the same thing happen again...she seems not sure about what she wants...some parts of me believe what she told me but when i see what she did i dont think she's really serious about righting the wrong...well...i guess its better if i miss her like this then talking to her again when she's not sure about what she wants...anyways im the one who's not moving on...just hope something can make me move on but i still miss her...what the fuck stop being so emo u ass


hmm...ok my comp is still down so im gonna update more often once its up and running again...hope thats i going to be soon....and to hpf please please dont go for 2 months hiatus im bored as it is...guess im gonna be a stupid ass playing songs by music at home...well its for studies anyways...ok bye