Evergreen Terrace - Dog Fight
am i lazy or stupid?.fuck.oh yeah fuck.shit ass fucks.what the shit am i fucking about.hoho.ass.
oh yea.im starting to feel scared about my o levels and damn i havent even start studying.fuck my science just sucks. it really sucks.my chemistry espacially.oh fucks.i dont even know the basic things for chemistry.fuck i need to start studying.anyone willing to teach me chemistry.ah fuck.tmro chemistry mock test.fuck i dont want to do badly but i dont know a single thing.i tried studying from just now and i only know what is covalent and ionic.haha.fucking shit.damn i really need to start studying.my friends say i always think about music and not my studies. i put gigs and jamming and anything related to music ahead of my studies.oh ya theyre right i have to stop doing that at least for now.i plan to cut down on gigs but im going blank gig next week.haha.i think that will be my last gig before o levels.i hope.oh study study study.chemistry physics maths my weakest subjects and i really mean im weak in it.really weak.fuck.can i pull myself up before the o levels.hope so.haha.oh got our results for malay o levels on friday and i sucked at it.fuck im going to retake my malay and its going to be harder for me now as i have to concentrate on malay also when my other subjects are weak.art coursework deadline is reaching.ms rokiah wants our boards by 30 august and i only got 4 boards now.need to complete my art too.oh fuck.start studying.concentrate on my studies for now.oh shit maybe im jamming this weekend with my other band.oh fuck.haha.fucker lah.exaggerate like fuck.nvm just hope i can start studying and the enthusiasm to study doesnt go soon.hope so.
ooh hoo hoo. i want money i need money.i want to buy new strings for my elec guitar.a new strap.an effect a new amp,a guitar polish and other things.can anyone get it for me?.thank you.
Friday, August 12, 2005
All My Heroes - A Fond Farewell
sch starts again.aww..what a bore.damn really.it just sucks.haha.
well.most probably mly o levels result coming out tommorrow.oh damn.hope i pass.haha.really.ass.haha.i dont wanna retake my malay man.damn.well lets just see it for myself tommorrow.oh i cant complain that much about my life im my blog.haha.fear some people seeing it but oohh what the hell.it just sucks.i do feel i should move on.something is holding me back.damn.we're just friends as she says and its for me to get used to.arrghh.i dont know why im feeling this way.i do want to move on but i dont want to stop talking to her but when i talk to her i cant move on but i bla bla bla.try to get it if u want to understand it.all i know is that everything just sucks right now.im a faggot weeping about something i couldnt get.haha.yah true agree with me. and it just sucks.stupid ass faggot move on lah ass.she's not the one.what she showed you means nothing its all just a lesson for things coming ahead.someone help me...ahhh.wtf.
stupid emotional faggot i am.yall can just say what crap am i posting or whatever yall feel but i just feel like typing all this shit down then keeping it bottled up.just close my eyes and hope something better might come ahead. :D
sch starts again.aww..what a bore.damn really.it just sucks.haha.
well.most probably mly o levels result coming out tommorrow.oh damn.hope i pass.haha.really.ass.haha.i dont wanna retake my malay man.damn.well lets just see it for myself tommorrow.oh i cant complain that much about my life im my blog.haha.fear some people seeing it but oohh what the hell.it just sucks.i do feel i should move on.something is holding me back.damn.we're just friends as she says and its for me to get used to.arrghh.i dont know why im feeling this way.i do want to move on but i dont want to stop talking to her but when i talk to her i cant move on but i bla bla bla.try to get it if u want to understand it.all i know is that everything just sucks right now.im a faggot weeping about something i couldnt get.haha.yah true agree with me. and it just sucks.stupid ass faggot move on lah ass.she's not the one.what she showed you means nothing its all just a lesson for things coming ahead.someone help me...ahhh.wtf.
stupid emotional faggot i am.yall can just say what crap am i posting or whatever yall feel but i just feel like typing all this shit down then keeping it bottled up.just close my eyes and hope something better might come ahead. :D
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Emery - The Ponytail Parade
well..i had fun today and so did yesterday...actually its yesterday and 2 other days uh cos its 10 august already..haha..thanks to my friends.they rock.yerp.haha.even the ones i just knew..haha.
well yesterday had national day celebrations at school.there was a performance put up by the sec 4's..quite ok uh..its not the story that made it funny.its their mistakes and some because of how they make a fool of themselves.haha.well then after that there was a carnival at the canteen for us.we walkd around.got free food.haha.and also hear the noises of the canteen.haha.so after that all.an unexpecting thing happend.they dragged me to the back and told mr halim tmro is my bday and he still can join them by throwing flour solution on me..tsk tsk.well then the rest throwed all sorts of stuff at me in the canteen.well at least its better than getting beaten.haha.quite fun uh even when im the one getting sabo-ed.haha.then today went out with izzati,wirda,jeremy,ahmad,gabriel,shahirah and the rest.met izzati then met the rest at esplanade.it was fun uh.their crazyness.haha.saw emil n iza and also other friends there.went around esplanade for the whole day.waited for the fireworks.nicee.and just after i enjoyed the fireworks i got beaten by them all.haha.wat the hell.nvm.it was still fun.haha.i still enjoyed my birthday.even when i didnt get what i wanted.heheh.secret.hahaha.
thanks to everybody that wished me.haha.thanks for those who remembered.thanks to those who i didnt even thought would bother.haha.ok bye
well..i had fun today and so did yesterday...actually its yesterday and 2 other days uh cos its 10 august already..haha..thanks to my friends.they rock.yerp.haha.even the ones i just knew..haha.
well yesterday had national day celebrations at school.there was a performance put up by the sec 4's..quite ok uh..its not the story that made it funny.its their mistakes and some because of how they make a fool of themselves.haha.well then after that there was a carnival at the canteen for us.we walkd around.got free food.haha.and also hear the noises of the canteen.haha.so after that all.an unexpecting thing happend.they dragged me to the back and told mr halim tmro is my bday and he still can join them by throwing flour solution on me..tsk tsk.well then the rest throwed all sorts of stuff at me in the canteen.well at least its better than getting beaten.haha.quite fun uh even when im the one getting sabo-ed.haha.then today went out with izzati,wirda,jeremy,ahmad,gabriel,shahirah and the rest.met izzati then met the rest at esplanade.it was fun uh.their crazyness.haha.saw emil n iza and also other friends there.went around esplanade for the whole day.waited for the fireworks.nicee.and just after i enjoyed the fireworks i got beaten by them all.haha.wat the hell.nvm.it was still fun.haha.i still enjoyed my birthday.even when i didnt get what i wanted.heheh.secret.hahaha.
thanks to everybody that wished me.haha.thanks for those who remembered.thanks to those who i didnt even thought would bother.haha.ok bye
Friday, August 05, 2005
The Bravery - Swollen Summer
woooooooo...went to the bravery concert just now.haha.it was fun.nice,great,wonderful.haha.i enjoyed myself uh.haha.
well went to school with slpy eyes just now.decided not to go for remedial cos i need to meet my friend to take the tix.haha.well first there was 2 tickets den there was 1 den there was 2 again.haha.my sister forced me to get her the extra ticket.haha.ass.i could have asked one of my friends to follow but luckily im a nice brother.haha.wtf.well after all that went to meet my friends to get the tickets.haha.niceee.i enjoyed myself.haha.all thanks to my friend for selling me that 2 tickets.after getting the tickets went to take the mrt and all that and finally we were there.haha.waited for awhile to enter the concert and then waited again for the performance.electrico performed.ok uh.not bad uh but not that splendid either uh to me.but they are not bad uh.quite ok uh.after all that need to wait again for them to set up for the bravery.it was damn hot.i was sweating badly.haha.anyways after the long wait bravery performed.crowd suddenly went energetic again.haha.well they were nice uh.haha.jumped around singed along and sweat also.well i was quite energetic also as it was my first concert.haha.took some pics on my hp but i havent activated my hp gprs so i cannot send.haha.well kinda too much info already im giving here.haha.yall tired of reading then dont read.yeah.and my sis got their pick.i dunno which one of them threw into the crowd and she got it.haha.next up slipknot.hope i can go.hope money just drop from the sky before 16 of august.haha.
well im damn tired right now.my legs are killing me from the hours of standing.my eyes are heavy.haha.oh ya my line is reconnected already so my friends ask me for my no...its 904972........haha..as if u guys care.bye.
woooooooo...went to the bravery concert just now.haha.it was fun.nice,great,wonderful.haha.i enjoyed myself uh.haha.
well went to school with slpy eyes just now.decided not to go for remedial cos i need to meet my friend to take the tix.haha.well first there was 2 tickets den there was 1 den there was 2 again.haha.my sister forced me to get her the extra ticket.haha.ass.i could have asked one of my friends to follow but luckily im a nice brother.haha.wtf.well after all that went to meet my friends to get the tickets.haha.niceee.i enjoyed myself.haha.all thanks to my friend for selling me that 2 tickets.after getting the tickets went to take the mrt and all that and finally we were there.haha.waited for awhile to enter the concert and then waited again for the performance.electrico performed.ok uh.not bad uh but not that splendid either uh to me.but they are not bad uh.quite ok uh.after all that need to wait again for them to set up for the bravery.it was damn hot.i was sweating badly.haha.anyways after the long wait bravery performed.crowd suddenly went energetic again.haha.well they were nice uh.haha.jumped around singed along and sweat also.well i was quite energetic also as it was my first concert.haha.took some pics on my hp but i havent activated my hp gprs so i cannot send.haha.well kinda too much info already im giving here.haha.yall tired of reading then dont read.yeah.and my sis got their pick.i dunno which one of them threw into the crowd and she got it.haha.next up slipknot.hope i can go.hope money just drop from the sky before 16 of august.haha.
well im damn tired right now.my legs are killing me from the hours of standing.my eyes are heavy.haha.oh ya my line is reconnected already so my friends ask me for my no...its 904972........haha..as if u guys care.bye.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
The Mars Volta - Cicatriz Esp
ahh.boring uh.bored.bored.bored.bored.haha
well never went to school just now.tired uh.slept at 3 yesterday.haha.yahh.big deal.just giving a reason so i can absent myself.haha.yah yah.well went to pay my bill for my hp just now.haha.after 5 months without a handphone finally i've paid my bills.but my line is not resumed yet.i dont know why.ahh fuck.ooh ooh ooh.prss idol on today.haha.wondering how the performances are going to be like for teachers day.heard many ppl participated.so i guess teachers day wont suck that much uh.but who knows.haha. you people reading this entry right now. you know what. my birthday is on tuesday so go get me a present.haha.yah i should brag about my birthday.haha.
ok bye.
ahh.boring uh.bored.bored.bored.bored.haha
well never went to school just now.tired uh.slept at 3 yesterday.haha.yahh.big deal.just giving a reason so i can absent myself.haha.yah yah.well went to pay my bill for my hp just now.haha.after 5 months without a handphone finally i've paid my bills.but my line is not resumed yet.i dont know why.ahh fuck.ooh ooh ooh.prss idol on today.haha.wondering how the performances are going to be like for teachers day.heard many ppl participated.so i guess teachers day wont suck that much uh.but who knows.haha. you people reading this entry right now. you know what. my birthday is on tuesday so go get me a present.haha.yah i should brag about my birthday.haha.
ok bye.
