Extreme - More Than Words

well yesterday marked the end of secondary school life even before the o's.we graduated yesterday,finally, but not how i wanted to be.haha.well there was a kind of sad and emoish feeling around everyone,even the guys,im not trying to hide anything.even i had goosebumps but some girls cried.haha.so much for trying to keep myself strong and act tough.haha.

well school started as usual.post prelim studies.had english for the first period.while taking the pledge mr ow warned the graduating classes that it will be a sentimental graduation.when the national anthem was played everybody sang it for one last time and also said out the pledge loudly.after that lessons as usual and english was also boring as usual.last boring lesson in secondary school.haha.after that the dnt pupils had dnt while the others loiter around the school taking pics.the art students doing last minute touch-up on the coursework.den it was time for graduation.well we got to sit on the chairs for once.haha.watched the graduation ceremony.a talk by the principal.thought she was crying well maybe its just me.haha.then a talk by sec 4 n 5 dean,mrs lim.obviously she was not expressing her real feelings as her voice was made up.hahaha.then they gave out things to the classes.after that they showed the slides of all the classes and the song graduation by vitamin c was played in the background.showed pics of the classes.cool.well sec 5a1 pics was shown later also.haha.duhh.bodoh.oh ya mr pay went to the guys in the class shaking our hands and wishing us luck.haha.the moody mr pay coming up to us with a smile.haha.then after some other craps they gave out the report books and the cca slip in a green booklet.well my marks sucked.who doesnt know dat.haha.

well that was a kinda touching day uh.we kept telling each other cant believe its already been 5 years.haha.the guys started from small tiny misbehaving kids to us now.haha.nvm there is still o's.the last o level papers marks the end of our secondary school life.eh no the prom night.hahaheaeeeeeee.bye

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Class 5A1 Of Year 2005.

emo sia ariff.haha.my buisness uh i emo.

Chimaira - Lumps

well...its wednesday and im not at school.haha.coool.im too tired anyways.the o's getting nearer and still i can absent myself.there is a reason behind it anyways.

well yah absent myself because there's eng lesson for 3 periods today and mrs ranjit is just boring.whats the use of going to school when you will just fall asleep later.might as well stay at home rite.i think more than half the class dont want to go to school so i guess there will be only less than 10 people in the class today.hahah.well we are having a prom night.yeahh.its at the orchid country club and its on the 9 of december.cool.we have to pay for the prom night by friday and ranjit just told us yesterday.damn.where can i find the money.shiitt.haha.well stayed back for school the past 2 days.break fast outside at s11 and then return to school to study again.this intensive studying is really making me go mad.i've been having nightmares for the past 2 days and the nightmares are about studies.waahh.i dreamt that i didnt understand chemistry and the teacher and my friends explained it to me and i still didnt understand it.hahaha.than today i dreamt aboout speaking english and also someone who is going off for a long holiday at the end of the year.didnt thought i would dream about that person.damn.haha.well going out later to study with my friends and then off to geylang to break out fast.yeah i havent been to geylang this fasting month and im sure going to go there today.

having science practical o levels next week.shit.hope i can do well.im trying hard to understand chemistry or shld i say science.someone willing to help me?.please do so.thank you.

Bleeding Through - Love Lost In A Hale Of Gunfire

well im in malay class right now.hoho.so long never update.hoho.well kinda lazy to update my blog ever since my comp keep dying on me.hoho.faris teaching me maths right now.haha.one question only uh.haha.

well prelims sucked.yes yes.i passed 2 subjects only.malay and combined humanities.didnt come for art prelims cos i was having sore eyes.got a VR for that luckily.my l1r4 32.cool. cannot even get to poly with that kind of points.sucks man.time to study i guess.bahh.so sick and tired of studying.after prelims need to study for o's.damn.hahaha.well fasting month coming tomorrow so they beat up those who's birthday in the fasting month.hahaha.its like a bashing ceremony.ok crap.well the school is now opened till 9p.m.the library only uh.haha.well i tried staying back on the first day they opened up.stayed in the art room as miss rokiah was in charge.did my art and yah the art room was dark and scary.hahaha.stupid.then went to the school library to study maths for awhile till 9.then after that went home.damn i cant sleep late anymore.i cant take my usual naps after school now cos need to study my maths and science which has been like fuck since sec 3. actually maths since sec 1 uh.bahh.ok stupid.

well 1 more month till the o's.2 more weeks till science practical.1 more day to fasting month.1 more month till hari raya.and 1 month and 2 weeks to end of secondary school life.should i be sad or happy?.hahaha.ok bye