Atreyu - The Theft
ok tmro marks the start of sch.haha.well i chosed tp.after sooo many hours of thinking.haha.well thinking about having a secure future.haha.but that doesnt mean im not going for what i want later.i will.just hope that it wont fade away.haha.
well orientation tmro.cant sleep late anymore.but i think i will still continue my habits of slping late.at least till nxt week.u cant just snap ur fingers and expect someone to slp early again after half a year slping in the early hours.haha.
handed in the enrolment package just now at tp.well i have to go for the med check up on another date as they send me the letter at the last minute.haha.
i dont know what to say.i dont know if im excited or im just too lazy to go to sch again.hahah.but mostly excited i guess.just that it sucks as i have to slp early again aannnndd sch have to start when there are good matches.haha.
well just hope i can make frens and not stay quiet all the way thru orientation.but i doubt i will talk much.haha.just hope that my classmates are fun.haha.
Friday, April 14, 2006
In Flames - Take This Life
should i hate or love school now?haha
well friday today.played pool with the guys just now and now at home.bored and confused.hahaha.cehh.
well.have been going out for the past few days.
tuesday-went to beach road.bought new pair of shoes.then off to city hall.slacked at our new found place.haha.millenia walk's o'briens.haha.when its closed.haha.
wednesday-went to find a job at city hall.after that met up with faris and saijoe to watch inside man.nice movie.the smartest bank robbery movie i've watched so far.haha.the director must be a freaking genius.haha.
thursday-went to faris's hse to slack and play ps2.haha.well pity me cos i dont have a ps.haha.
yeah..i forgot where i went on sat to monday.haha.well got my nafa results yesterday.freaking happy.got into nafa.but the prob is the fees.thinking of how to pay it.
just when i thought finally i got a school.tp sent me an email to check my application.i checked.they sent me an email earlier to say my application was not successful.so ok just check.when i checked.i got the info comm course at tp.ok happy and confused.
what should i do now.i like art far more then some it course.but the fees at nafa is a prob.and if i tell my parents that tp accepted me den they'll force me to go into tp.the only reason i appealed for poly was bcos they say just try again if cannot get in den go to nafa or lasalle.now i have to make a choice between 2 things.
choose someting far more interesting and choke myself with the payment and think of a job that suits me after i get the dip. OR
get into poly and take info-comm.sit for the whole 3 years in a course i have no interest in but easy to be paid and career prospects easier.
well its not the career prospect that matters.i just wanna do someting im interested in.
BUT
as for now.money is the problem.what should i choose?
should i hate or love school now?haha
well friday today.played pool with the guys just now and now at home.bored and confused.hahaha.cehh.
well.have been going out for the past few days.
tuesday-went to beach road.bought new pair of shoes.then off to city hall.slacked at our new found place.haha.millenia walk's o'briens.haha.when its closed.haha.
wednesday-went to find a job at city hall.after that met up with faris and saijoe to watch inside man.nice movie.the smartest bank robbery movie i've watched so far.haha.the director must be a freaking genius.haha.
thursday-went to faris's hse to slack and play ps2.haha.well pity me cos i dont have a ps.haha.
yeah..i forgot where i went on sat to monday.haha.well got my nafa results yesterday.freaking happy.got into nafa.but the prob is the fees.thinking of how to pay it.
just when i thought finally i got a school.tp sent me an email to check my application.i checked.they sent me an email earlier to say my application was not successful.so ok just check.when i checked.i got the info comm course at tp.ok happy and confused.
what should i do now.i like art far more then some it course.but the fees at nafa is a prob.and if i tell my parents that tp accepted me den they'll force me to go into tp.the only reason i appealed for poly was bcos they say just try again if cannot get in den go to nafa or lasalle.now i have to make a choice between 2 things.
choose someting far more interesting and choke myself with the payment and think of a job that suits me after i get the dip. OR
get into poly and take info-comm.sit for the whole 3 years in a course i have no interest in but easy to be paid and career prospects easier.
well its not the career prospect that matters.i just wanna do someting im interested in.
BUT
as for now.money is the problem.what should i choose?
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Paramore - Woah
well..cant say its like any other day.i've been going out every single day these past few days.haha
im officially broke now.i spent my remaining money from my last pay on shoes.finally i got my shoes.haha.hey at least i know now that i spent my pay wisely.1 mnth with 600 bucks.most ppl cant even survive that long.haha.
my sis got her pay last week and this week she's left with nothing.900+ summore her pay.haha.
well im going out in awhile.decided to blog first.going jobsearching.haha.
havent receieve anything from nafa or lasalle.i dont know what to expect now already.
this past 2 mnths has been very dissapointing.no poly.i just hope lasalle or nafa accepts me.
haha.
this stinks ya! i think im falling for the same girl over and over again.but now i dont wanna do anything anymore.theres nothing for me here.y do i keep coming back to this person.this sucks.i keep falling for her and its not like i get anything out of it.all the times i tried to make things better.well i just hope that someting good happens.i dont know what to expect anymore.im too scared of the same thing to happen again this time.hahaha.
wth what a weepy post.bitch.at least i can let go of what i've been keeping.hahaha.well just hope for good things to happen now.things have been sucky since forever i guess.haha.
well..cant say its like any other day.i've been going out every single day these past few days.haha
im officially broke now.i spent my remaining money from my last pay on shoes.finally i got my shoes.haha.hey at least i know now that i spent my pay wisely.1 mnth with 600 bucks.most ppl cant even survive that long.haha.
my sis got her pay last week and this week she's left with nothing.900+ summore her pay.haha.
well im going out in awhile.decided to blog first.going jobsearching.haha.
havent receieve anything from nafa or lasalle.i dont know what to expect now already.
this past 2 mnths has been very dissapointing.no poly.i just hope lasalle or nafa accepts me.
haha.
this stinks ya! i think im falling for the same girl over and over again.but now i dont wanna do anything anymore.theres nothing for me here.y do i keep coming back to this person.this sucks.i keep falling for her and its not like i get anything out of it.all the times i tried to make things better.well i just hope that someting good happens.i dont know what to expect anymore.im too scared of the same thing to happen again this time.hahaha.
wth what a weepy post.bitch.at least i can let go of what i've been keeping.hahaha.well just hope for good things to happen now.things have been sucky since forever i guess.haha.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Weezer - Island In The Sun
waddup dawgs?...hahah..finally i went out..after 3 days at home?..hahaha.3 days at home can make people go nuts.seriously.
so anyways.today went to lasalle at around 1.30 for my interview.it was ok.the interviewer was nice.haha.i stumbled quite a few times.well i just hope i get in.please dont look at my errors too much.haha.
im sick and tired of finding a school or a course.i mean whats the use of going to sec 5 begging outside the office for a chance and stressing myself for o's.after all that im still not in a poly.and to make things worst its not because i failed its just because the vacancy is full.wth.well this is what i wanted even before i got my results.to go to lasalle for this course.so why am i not that excited?because everything thats happening since i got my results if fucking demoralising.such a waste studying.haha.
so the interview,i was nervous.very nervous.i was sweating and stuttering.haha.and the person asked what music do u hate.i stopped for awhile.think and think.then i just say techno.hahah.wth.and he asked me my dreams.haha.i said my dream was stupid as i wanted to go to the US and work there in this job.then he said nothing is impossible.he just met robbie williams producer and his from australia.ok that made me think that my dreams werent that insane.ahaaha.
so after the interview,went to nafa.applied for the foundations.my interview is tmro and its at 10am.so fast and so early.thank god dont need portfolio.and i wonder y must pat for the registration at nafa when lasalle just do it for free.hahha.nvm.pay some for education.i have no other choice either.
my mom told me to go mi yesterday.wth.what can i do with an 'a' level cert.its not like i have the discipline to study hard.and that route is such a stressful route.o levels is enough.haha.luck cant happen 3 times.
ceh i wrote many things today.all the more reason to update my blog not that soon.haha.wth.bye bitches.
waddup dawgs?...hahah..finally i went out..after 3 days at home?..hahaha.3 days at home can make people go nuts.seriously.
so anyways.today went to lasalle at around 1.30 for my interview.it was ok.the interviewer was nice.haha.i stumbled quite a few times.well i just hope i get in.please dont look at my errors too much.haha.
im sick and tired of finding a school or a course.i mean whats the use of going to sec 5 begging outside the office for a chance and stressing myself for o's.after all that im still not in a poly.and to make things worst its not because i failed its just because the vacancy is full.wth.well this is what i wanted even before i got my results.to go to lasalle for this course.so why am i not that excited?because everything thats happening since i got my results if fucking demoralising.such a waste studying.haha.
so the interview,i was nervous.very nervous.i was sweating and stuttering.haha.and the person asked what music do u hate.i stopped for awhile.think and think.then i just say techno.hahah.wth.and he asked me my dreams.haha.i said my dream was stupid as i wanted to go to the US and work there in this job.then he said nothing is impossible.he just met robbie williams producer and his from australia.ok that made me think that my dreams werent that insane.ahaaha.
so after the interview,went to nafa.applied for the foundations.my interview is tmro and its at 10am.so fast and so early.thank god dont need portfolio.and i wonder y must pat for the registration at nafa when lasalle just do it for free.hahha.nvm.pay some for education.i have no other choice either.
my mom told me to go mi yesterday.wth.what can i do with an 'a' level cert.its not like i have the discipline to study hard.and that route is such a stressful route.o levels is enough.haha.luck cant happen 3 times.
ceh i wrote many things today.all the more reason to update my blog not that soon.haha.wth.bye bitches.
