find me someone to love?
or someone easier to?

WWAHEAHEUAHUEHAHAAHAHAH.
so emoo right.i was joking bitches.doesnt being emo and writing abt love makes blogging all more interesting.
haha.make ppl go waaaaaaaaahh.diam ah.

this is the most boring holiday ever.everybody working,schooling...sheesshh.
and im jobless and broke.
POWER EH.

diam ah ppl.those ppl who are reading this.
faris,saijoe,saiful,sharifah,hanan,linda,waan,natasha,mirah,shakila,hawa...
YOU ALL SUCK.
im the only cool one.hahaha.im bored.bye

shitty?
im gonna act like i dont care about anything that happened today.haha.
its not something emo or what.its just something worrying and i wont wanna share it.BITCHES.
hope all this problems will go away.haha.
my english turning from sucky to even shittier.
people are like shit.hahaha.
addicted to songs from the subways and pink floyd.haha.



definitly the most non-jelak meaningful song which came from directly from the heart.haha.from generation to generation this song just cant be jelaked.hoho.
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here


this song is just nice.haha
The Subways - Oh Yeah

i just realised something.
ever since school start in april,i had no time to do what i like.
to draw or to take pics or to just sit and play the guitar for hours and come out with a stupid tune or some awesome ones.haha.
den i start thinking dat im boring.but i dont remember what i like to do.
i waste my time going online and surfing sites over and over again or just watch some channels on tvu or just listen to songs.haha.
yah how dumb.should have just used that time to draw or to play the guitar or something.

yah so now im bored.i feel like im turning into a really boring person.i dont feel like im doing what i want.haha.cos i keep forgetting about the things i like to do or just that i dont have the time to do it.ok no such thing as forget.ok my interest is not fading.i still like the stuffs.but i just hope the day goes by even slower so i can have more time.hahah.i should start slpin early too so i can use my time on the stuffs i do.OR MAYBE ITS THE LAPTOP.ahaha.i always play the guitar infront of my comp or draw infront of my comp while listenin to songs.MAYBE IT IS THE LAPTOP.shesshhh.

ok this is a random post and you ppl just wasted 5 minutes of ur life reading this crap i typed out at 3am cos im bored.haha.ok bye

Today,Sept 10,horoscope reading:

There are some stressful areas of your life that you're choosing to hold onto -- why? Today, if you can let go of the past, you'll finally be able to move on. The thing that's holding you back could be an argument, a missed opportunity or just an unpleasant blind date. Whatever it's, it's not the end of you! And it certainly holds no great importance in the grand scheme of your life, so why are you letting it have control over you? Kiss it good-bye!

hahaha nice one.
ok today was great.
the laughing part was definitly great.haha.
the cake was nice.
jarell getting undress was funny.
the guitar session was fun and soothing
its good to meet the old pals again after a long time.
meetings are always fun when everybody's there and when you havent seen them for a long time.hahaha.
this shld be done again.haha.
bitches.

baahh everytime when i feel like updating my blog i just forget what i wanna blog about then i end up blogging about what i've been doing again.haha.sheeshh.

oh well right now im happy to say that im not emo.haha.well i sit and thought about it all 2 weeks ago or is it 1 week ago.haha.i realised that whats the use of liking someone when she can love anyone but you.after all you've done.she rather love someone who she just know.haha.oh well i dont like blogging about emo stuffs.hahah.cos im strong?yes.hoho.yeah and when i think again.she can be as mean as she can and not fear about it cos she knows someone likes her badly and whatever she does wont change that.the guy will still like her and try to prove how gd he is.haha.girls nowadays ah.hahahaha.oh yeah boring lah.its better to just look at girls from far for now.haha.and i keep missing someone and its not her.WOOHEAUHEUAHA.ok crap.

i still need moneh.i've been going out alot this past few days.haha.and my parents keep giving me 6 bucks a day.how can i survive.haha.well thank god my aunt gave me 10 bucks 2 days ago.at least i have the money to buy ciggs.and the new pic on the box disgusting.sick fucking shit.haha.earkpekraokrapeorkaoekrpaekroaekraoprkaeoprka.erm results for exams out on nxt thurs.ok now im worried.haha.i dunno if im gonna do really badly.man i dont wanna take sup paper.shits.ok bye.anyone know where i can find a job tell me

weaierpaeprar.ok its been so long since i update.ok not that long bitches.soo who really wants to know whats happening in my life for the past few weeks.

ok well i had 2 papers which seemed extremely hard to me and i dont know if im going to fail or not.im prepared to quit school somehow but not really prepared to go ns?hahaha.i just wanna have fun.however i dont feel like quitting that much now after watch david letterman show just now.this 2 djs were jobless for 2 years and they still got paid but they start working again after that cos they found it bored as all their friends didnt have time for them cos they're working.DUHH.ok as if i dont know that.haha.i just need money now.badly.went walking around city hall with the guys back to back for 2 days.hahaha.well i saw many things that i wanted.but i realised that im broke.so i need money.hahah.

oh well i got a new phone on tuesday.finally im not using a kental phone which got so little feature.haha.well even thou the new phone is not that expensive or high class or wat.im still happy.haha.got a sony ericsson w550i and now im hooked on worms.haha.ok so yst went to sch.yeah.saw all the ex pasirians again.hahaha.ok not much change.wished the teachers and talk to them for awhile and mr ow first words were "all this kids who made my hair turn grey".ass.well at least it was in a good tone.hahaha.

i neeeeeeeeeeeddd a job.and i want new things.hahahaha.bye bitches