hmm

hell sitting at home is reaalllyy boring.
nothing to do at all.
the boredom makes me an even better blogger who blogs more den once a week.haha.

well i was browsing through friendster just now and i thought.hmm fakes.
well i mean some of the profiles i viewed were just fakes and sadly i know some of them.
friendster and myspace is becoming a place where you show to people that your cool.
some even put what they are not on them.well i know im not in a position to say all that about others.hell i dont even know maybe some other people might even think im one of them.
but hell i just got to blog about something.
there were people trying to put songs they never listen to or bla bla whatever nonsense and tell people something their not so that people who views their profile would goo waahh cool.
but actually that is whats happening now.more and more people are trying to impress people they dont know.
i donntt know

ok lets talk about boredom.when there's school i whine about how boring school is.
when the holidays come im all back to being broke and have to stay at home cos of it.
trying to find a job but still unsuccessful.have some production jobs but still the pay comes in about a month or sometimes even 2.freaking long.and that fucking trio company likes to make their workers die.imagine being paid for one show and u have to do 2 shows in a day.that fucking fat raymond guy or whatever his name is.cant see u standing for awhile he will just ask u to do something while he just sit/stand there and look.i wonder how the boss can hire such a lazy fucking ass.haha.
well supposed to work today but they said they dont need people today so yeah im at home doing nothing.right now i think i rather whine about how tiring going to work or school is than sit at home and facing boredom right at its teeth.at least when im at school or work i get to whine how tough or tiring it is.if im at home i whine about boredom it still doesnt change anything.im still gonna be bored.

well anyways exam results out on thursday.freaking scared as hell.hope i pass all.
even though i know i didnt do well for telesys and netfund.i just dont want to freaking sit for supp paper.
and this boredom is sure making me hungry.lets go gain some pounds.
oh yeah i cant reply to ur tags on my tagboard cos of some cookies shit which i have to enable or something but im too lazy to find out how or what so just tag and i'll look and laugh at it.=D

hmm i wanna blog.
about something.but i dont know.
well went to meet the guys to discuss abt the chalet just now.
supposed to meet at 1 but i woke up at 1.
i think some of them were pissed.sorry.
well was too slpy to hear the alarm.the day before i went to work without any sleep cos me,anli and waan were slacking till 4.30am and wen i reach home it was about 5 and i cldnt slp till 6.30 den had to wake up at 7.

well anyways went to meet ain and wirda after that to wait for izzati for her interview den after that went to artfriend to get some stuffs for portfolio.den after that last min plan in the train decided to go to the airport.so i drew something weird which im still trying to figure out what it is.

well i was lying down trying to sleep sometime ago and i realised something.i just want to be somebody.i need to be somebody.it just kills me to live knowing that i dont have a purpose.well i bet other ppl feel that way too.im just saying it out.when i draw sometimes i think that i do not have the talent in art.when i play music i think that i don't really have the talent to play good music.and sometimes i wonder why am i still here stuck with only ideas of what i want and not getting any.well maybe its something i have to go through to get to what i want but it bothers me cos im scared if i cant get it later on.well seriously i think i just need to be somebody and i wont wanna live my life knowing that i cant contribute or not to have a purpose in life.
so yeaahh.think about what you wanna be in life and also think about how your gonna feel later in life knowing ur purpose in life is of no use.its really bothering me right now.hahaha.
ok bye.

and any rich kids reading my post if u wanna help me in achieving me in my dreams contribute 10 to 15k to let me take a dip in sound engineering.haha.thank you.bye

erh ok i'm not really blogging regularly but who cares.
i blog when i have the time and when i got something to talk about.

well i think my english is going from bad to worse.
i went into qc just now and i read the strips blindly.
and i didnt understand quite alot of the words that they're using.
-_-
anyways im still addicted to emopunk and all those old emo stuff.
hoho.
fuck the new stuff.
its back to the ghetto for me.ok whatever that means i dont know.

and yeah the band went jamming on thurs.
finished the 4th song with lyrics.
3rd song completed also from a long time ago.
2nd song still no lyrics.
1st song only got the intro.
cool.haha.
and all songs still dont have a title.
except for song no. 2 which faris gave "for what you had been" for the title.
anyhow.

and yeah i left my lyrics in the jamming room and didnt take it.
damn embarassing.
the person who finds it is either gonna laugh out really loud or say come on guy go watch porn.
haha.

yesterday went to electrico concert.
izzati got free tix.
so i just go uh even though i dont know their songs.
went with dee,shah and matt i think.yeah all her friends.
well and it wasnt that nice.
they played alot of slow songs or they just had alot of it.
not slow just -_-.

played soccer with the guys just now and my freaking boots are covered with soil.
its like keropok.hahaha.
ok bye