hey its been awhile since i last updated my blog.
well i've got so many reasons for why i havent been updating.
1.I've been busy with plans and cca in sch.
2.The connection sucks.
3.I got nothing to blog about.

oh well anyways.i've finally got my pay for the 6 day job with trio.480$ babeehh.
finally paid my bills so my line is back on and gave parents 100 bucks and spent 20 so now im left with 300.damn.oh well anyways my holidays have been busy.working and cca and going out with friends.anyways i only blogged today cos i was bloghopping and i saw ppls post all so exiciting.their english so good and the way they describe things.so i want to try and do that also even though i know i suck at this.HAHA.ok no i was blog-hopping when i realised how long i havent update my blog so thats why im updating right now.

her perfect flaw just went through an audition at zai studios on tuesday and hoping that we are chosen cooossss those who get chosen get featured in an album.THAT MEANS FREE RECORDING AND MIXING.haha.which is what we're trying to do.oh yeah and we got a show at dxo on 28th april.its 12 bucks per ticket and we got the tix.so if anyone wanna go call me up or any of the other gay freaks.anyways we finally got to create a nice tune for song no. 2.the song that was created early last year or the year before but we cannot find something nice to fit into it.been changing the song over and over again so im hoping this time it really sounds nice.

anyways i just realised that all that i have been looking for since last time is love.but everytime i get to know with someone i just end up failing.well there are many reasons for failing but one thing is because of my lack of confidence when it comes to this type of stuff.i try to get to know them and when i see a competition or when i see something diff abit i would just feel like giving up and sometimes i just get lazy to continue trying to get to know someone cos i think i would eventually fail.well this sucks to me cos i keep feeling this way.i know i shouldnt but i just cant stop the lazyness. but hell im sure im not gay.HAHA.oh well i just have to try and remember and force myself even when im lazy.

oh and the new timetable came out on thursday.my timetable rocks cos sch starts at 12 every monday and 10 every tuesday.no more monday blueesss.buuttttt the class got seperatedd.damn the whole f610 was so fun but now its only the 5 of us.okla but apel still same class.I THINK.

hey im sad today.
because....................
the early november broke up.haha.
the band that showed me its not wrong to listen to emo.
the band that play songs about love but still look cool.
the band that showed the nicer and softer side of life.
or the band that showed me how to be a pussy?haha.ok no.they rock
that fucking nice band lah.

this is the first song i heard from them.hoho


the song that i listened to when i was sad


the song that im currently addicted to


and

my all time favourite song


wooo hoo.yeahh the early november!
i know i sound pathetic in this post but i dont care i like this band